and this devotion? it’s never tasted so sweet.

[ a midday musing on how inner life mirrors external reality ]

It’s funny how I’m being ushered into an era that is entirely and deeply dependent on my spiritual growth and the state of my inner life. I mean, isn’t life a reflection of our inner life, like all the time? Yes, but this time—I’m co-creating and receiving a life that is my divine inheritance. One that requires my focus and femininity to unlock.

I’m currently stepping into day trading — a field that’s apparently 90% psychological. At the same time, I’m nurturing a blog, writing on different platforms, and remaining intentional in my personal life. As the days have gone by, I’ve noticed just how these endeavors require a deeper level of emotional steadiness. The reality is: the external factors of life have the potential to mess with you, if you aren’t emotionally regulated, spiritually grounded, or self-aware. If you don’t know your rhythm, your limit, your center—then you are bound to tune into a lower frequency and be knocked off your high horse.

In light of that, I stick to my trading plan, risk management rules, and show up for my creative work with devotion and intention. And even when I feel resistance, I stop to pause and reassess my energy. Am I over-performing or striving? Am I rushing through my rituals or am I present? What are my intentions in this moment?

None of the aspects of my life can exist in their respective fullness without my devotion to wholeness. Creative endeavors, connections, and finances will evolve, expand, and enlarge as you do. I’m humbled by the life I’m co-creating. It’s a life so intricately tied to my inner life that it’s both terrifying and comforting. But the beautiful thing? As I’m aligned, everything blooms. No forcing, just flow. Even in mistakes and loss, it works for my good.

Life isn’t something to prove. It’s something to pour into.

My blog, my business, my clients, my followers, my trades, my finances—it’s all mirroring my inner world. It’s all a reflection of my inner discipline, clarity, and trust. This means I have the power, not to control outcomes, but of stewardship. To take care of what as been placed into my life, into my hands, my soul. To stay devoted to the process, to the rhythm, to the practice of it all.

My therapist shared something that resonated with me:

“Your current level of awareness is what creates the ease, steadiness, and softness of life. It’s not about looking outside of you, it’s about cultivating it within you. It’s what allows a new chapter to unfold perfectly without force or hustle.”

Her words were affirming. It awakened the truth that was already in my spirit. The life I’m cultivating is soft, sacred, strategic, steady — so aligned with who I am that it can’t help but bloom. So, I’m staying true to my soul, my rhythm, my rules. Even if the profits don’t pour in, the algorithms are silent, and the charts are messy—my devotion to this life remains.

And this devotion? It’s never tasted so sweet.